[He was dreaming, probably. That was the only logical explanation for how he was thrust back into the role of a racing heart beat and subtly held breath. He was saying he could look for it. Not right now, Bulba had to remind himself, but... Maybe...

Bulba was completely sure he was going to explode any moment now. He looked back at Vinnie, unable to hide the bit of hope that had dared to make its presence known, and smiled shyly.]

..You... can certainly take your time. To try and find it. Or if you wanted to... try things...

[He glanced back down at their hands on the table. He let his settle on top of Vinnie's again, gaining his confidence back.]

I wanted to tell you because I wanted to be a better friend to you. You mean so much to me and... I was sure what we have wouldn't go away.

[He squeezed Vinnie's hand gently, looking back up to meet his gaze again.]

Whether you find it or not, I'll be here for you either way. I won't give that much up.